Moody!!!!!!!!!!!

Can i Scold u wif out reason?????
hv sum 1 can let me scold wif out reason????
R u redi for me to blame u?????
U r d bullshit one at thr.....nt me....k!!!!!!!
FXcK..........

" B i dun wan ppl kacau me,disturb me when i tired and sleep.ANd i dun like ppl locking me and control me...my mum and my family and my firend too oso  noe and do it all with me"
 
" Me tired dun wan ppl kacau me lo at that moment i tired"

i get ur meaning in tis 2 msg................u noe wat my feeling when i rec d 1st msg,my heart reli pain......reli pain n hv sour sour d feeling..............wat u mean!!!!u mean me ctrl u,lock u,disturb u.............
ok........fine..................................rmb wat u say it....................i won ctrl u....won disturb u..won lock u.............
u do wat u lk..u enjoy it......................................................................................dun too over................................................................i oso dun lk ppl hang my fon lk tat n i hate so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i dun  lk ppl nt rec my kol.............i angry so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!u hv emotion ...n i oso hv emotion de..................................damn!!!!!!!

emotion

av one oso hv they own emotion....

include me n u...

bt...y when v argue....i will more 'qian zhao' u,u say wat i oso ok..i nt dare to balas u...

y y y y?????

is bz i care u more...

i m sure,i care u more than u care u me....

arghhhhhh...

ya..........................i m say wrong i word....'flamingo' then u can hang off d fon lk tat....

if u say wrong 1 word,i hv do it wif u o nt.......

not.....not....

i nvr do tat wif u....u get it!u noe! u feel it!

when i need a shoulder for cry,i jz can think u,bt y it happen when v argue time....

i hate so...

av time ,when v argue,nt v,is u angry..moody...emo...i will ask myself..y u can do so wif me...

izzit u nt care me...???

izzit u can say angry jiu angry,izzit i care u more,then u wil do so wif me??

u noe i won balas,blame bec wif u...

same thing happen wif me agn???

i scare!!!!!!!!!!

when v married,u ooso wil do tat wif me o nt???

i m thinking n thinking......

u hv emotion,i oso hv emotion too!!!!!!!!!!

bt i won lua luan treat u fan pi hei....

i won luan luan hang off d fon!!!!!!!

i won do so,cz i scare if i do it,v r game over....

tis is my weaknesses

when i nt happy,who noe>?????

jz oni god....he oni hear wat i saying....

u think i ply ply d,lie de...

u ask me..y av time when v argue,y i so many pain....

is reli pain...include today..my back bone pain agn....

u hv care me mah???i nt complaint wif u agn,my back bone pain..sure u will say i lie or others.......

u say nt mature....av one oso hv they child look...y i cnt act lk baby infront u....

y i cnt manja infront u...

reli wan me lk 25 year mature girl....

cnt lk baby girl...

i jz oni act baby in front u ....

av one oso hv they problem,include u..

sumtime i wan sharing wif u,bt duno hw to talk wif u..when d topic is nt ngam u,sure we will chat till argue ....

who can hear on me???

chatiing....i wan hear ur voice nw.........................................................so hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan hear ur opinion nw.....................................................................so difficult!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i jz wan meet u b4 i bec..............................................................................more difficult!!!!!!!!!!!!!

meet jor....................oso nt meaning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it make d wall happen oni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can let me scold rude word d cum out my expression..................................

wtf..........................damn shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

one year four days

 act i need type on 02 july 2011

erm...nvm la

i damn happy,he gv me a big suprise which he cum kk find me wifout notice me..

although jz 2day 1 nite oni..bt oledi damn enuff n happy so.....

he cum wif 1 fren

mean 1 sportligh..haha

nvmla...

at least my dear is wif me mah...

we nt cel well

jz go d place he wan i wan

n hv a simple dnr oni

reli super simple cel..

cnt kol cel

d 1st day(02july2011)...

our 1st station is ctmal shop

i m ntg to buy....

2nd station is cp,ahaha,,,,

he wan search his ps2

3th station is merdeka then suria...

at merdeka we hv buy a couple cap which is brand adidas,he wan white n mine d is pink

then we go suria,i buy a belt agn

in d middle,we hv argue agn..he say me too kind...

i keep ignore him

after he sent me bec hum bath....

our dnr is at 1b sushi king.....

nt enuff time for us shopping...then we buy ticket for our movie..

which is920pm-green lantern in 3d..

......will con to9 agn d story

Patient

I m tired oledi...is super tired...

y recently we keep keep keep argue....

YYYYYY

i m tired to argue wif u agn....

wat can i do???

i hate u say tat sentence wif me " Nt use brain to think"

u noe...i hate ppl say tat word wif me

u say it i more n more angry n moody...

wtf...av 1 oso hv they brain...plz care ppl d feeling,dun luan luan say ppl dun hv brain..reli pkm....

i m tired oledi...i m tired to hear ppl say wif me,blame me....

u noe moody,i oso noe moody d lor...

bt i won moody wif u...

cz i care u....

i hide my feeling,i dun wan let u noe my moody....

last msg to u to 9...:"dear u sleep jo o...."

o u dun wan reply me....cum fr my heart n nt type in

i hate...

av 1 hv they patient....

i oso hv...

bt i m reli tired jor,if we keep argue..

plus...

when we argue..sure u r d 1st hang off d fon...wtf....

u nvr gv chance ppl talk d...diao

recall bec ur msg....

seem reli lk hv meaning

out wif girl lar,find zha boh lar...

huh

u seem bec,i hv say so wif u o nt...i nvr say so wif u..

cz i care u..i care ur feeling,i won say so....

ur feeling is,after we argue,u can sleep well n sweet,bt me..

i cant sleep well n sleep..cz nt yet settle our problem

i reli need a pair of ear to hear me say..

i need sum1 can hear me....

izzit after i bec sdk all thing will ending...

y we argue when i wan bec sdk...yyyy

duno is gud o bad...

dif place,same place,often see,less see..

which 1 is better

my heart pain...reli so pain...today oledi feel lk smtg happen,yesterday oledi hv sum signal fr my body...

i m duno izzit i thinking more o wat la...

TIRED !!!!!!!!DAMN U!!!!!!!!DULAN!!!!!!!DIAO!!!!!!!!

Argue Cz Unreasoable

I m supa nt happy nw.....

i m sadness bz u duno wat i wan to mention to u....

i m crying....

my crying is cum out fr heart to eye...

my eye reli drop out a lit a lit eye drop oledi...

u noe...

i jz left 1 week in sdk....

i m appreciate av second wif u....

u ask me a stupid que...i m still rmb

tired...sick still wan out....

nt bz it...

i out is bz out wif u.....

i jz wan if when u hv free time, however...wat ever situation..i m sick i oso wan out cz wan see u...wan meet u.....cz KCCV

u owez say me think neg side...

i m nt lk to think neg ..it is bz i too too too over care u....

too over love u...

cnt stay wif out u...

u noe...

many outside neg thing let me think lk tat,,,,

i trust u...u won do lk tat wif me.....

i m 101% trust u,un u,noe u...

u won do lk tat...

act u duno my reason i wan work at kk for a moment...

i think vy vy vy vy long time to take action do lk tat..,,,

i reli nt berat hati to stay distance wif u....

tat y i ask u stupid que agn...will u owez cum kk find me when i work at here...

jz wan to test u...

nt..cnt say test....

can say challenge??

a challenge test for u n me???

i m 101% noe i won do wrong,won chance heart,won gv other ppl any chance...

cz my eye jz oni u...

i oso trust u, u won do wrong wif me,won gv ur heart to other ppl....

soli....

i jz nt trust other outside ppl...

outside bad bad girl...

outside technology...

taty sumtime u will hear me ask u stupid que....

i scare...

i m scare i m lost direction agn....

i m scare!!!!!

still rmb i ask,izzit drunk reli will do wrong???

still rmb i say,i dislike u out drink beer wif ur fren???

i m scare smtg i dislike n i cnt accept d thing happen.......

i dun wan it happen 2nd time in my life agn...

i hate tis feeling .....

u need freedom...u still rmb wat u say...

u dun wan time ctrl u...

i dun wan ctrl ur time,i nt wan lock ur freedom..

i jz wan ur free time...i jz wan once u hv free time...plz gv me...i jz wan stay av second wif u......

it bz i jz oni care KCCV-u oni

Fam Gam...I hate tis word cum out fr u to...

can dun say it...sure cnt cz u duno,cz u nt see it....

 dear...i care u more than u care me...u noe!!!!!~~~~

Yipee^^

so long din update my blogger jor

erm~~erm...

wat i need to express ler...

happy max..yea..tml u say wan go paktoh wif me....

yipee...

although nw we stay in same country, bt we less meet up n out too

y ler??

if we dif place,each other will vy super miss each other...

i miss d date we stay at kk,,,

cz av second we oso stick together..lk hv glue...

dear ...miss u so much oo......

wan hug u tight tight...dun let u muv..haha...

stomach unfeeling well welll..

duno y...

duno wat i wrong frink agn...haiz...pity...

dear...yesterday9 i think unuseful thing agn...

haiz...y i owez lk tat..hate it..

at last~~

love u dear..muacxx....

we less chat jor...

we less chat jor....

yesterday we nt chat cz u sleep jor...yesterday n yesterday we nt chat cz duno wat reason oledi..

today we nt chat cz u fall sleep agn cz hand fall down..

oh dear..

i keep so many thing wan chat wif u...nw almost forgot lor..

i wan tell u today i buy a new tupperware bottle to u...

dun wan use other bottle to refill ur drinking water ..

i wan u drink many many water n owez bring my bottle in ur car...

dun wan owex hear u say nt bring water...

wan tell u...today i m tired rushhing here n thr..

wantell u i m finish my work jor..so ahppy..

wan tell u ...discss wif u...

wan tell u when i get d book...

waw..so many many wan tell u..till i oso forgot oo

冷冷的天气

今天的心情就好像今天的天气

冷冷的也感觉怪怪的

眼泪不短的从心里流出来

他感觉不到，因为他睡得很熟

最近我么老是一着吵架

大事小事也要吵

我们中间好像有什么误灰

不知为何我会无端端开你的面子书

l里面有些你和不知谁在聊天

还问对方要电话

哇兰

心情超烂了

还是一位马来婆

真是tmd

你还说会越他

恨

为什么男人终会出窥

第一个也是这样，第二个也是这样

连最后一个你也是这样

伤口又回来了

我真的很累了

很讨厌吵嘴

每次我都伤痕雷雷

我真的真的很痛很累

老是有人这样说

刚开始一丁甜甜蜜蜜

时间久了就会变了

亲爱`的

你明白吗？我不是要你牵就我

我要你知道我比你还再呼你

我需要你的肩旁

需要你的保护

需要你的明白

看回你给我的讯息真的很痛

真的很痛

你老是说我做背叛你的事，我真的没有

连出和朋友看戏也少了

我就是不要因为我出而吵架

真的很讨厌吵恨累很累

我很累要吵

只会伤我们的感情

l累了

let me think bec 

in my heart ..u reli super dif fr others guy...

u r d best in my heart..u r d best postion..

after see it...

u let me recall bec...my braind lk hv rewrite or reforward...

best position...

y will lk tat..

izzit oso same 

tired to think oledi..

i m, reli tired to argue wif u..

is super tired..

wat u promise me..

u say won argue wif me agn..

y still keep it!!!!!!!!

02 jan 2010

happen agn...repeat agn.....

y owez happen on memorable day

reli memorable day!!!!!!

still rmb ur bday...2nd mth 3th mth n so on...

till today....

ya...

u jz rmb all my bad thing that i do it n repeat it...

seem lk i sengaja wan lk tat...

u wan me allow...

bt i dun wan it happen agn....

i hate tis kind feeling so much so much...

if reli happen tis day...

i will let u regret n regret n regret....

i wan u REGRET....

duno...

i hope it nt happen..

cz i dun wan tis thing happen btw u n me...

u noe d....

u seem lk d ans u wan so much...

bt i hate n angry n sad to hear it..

wat can do...

爱一个人好难。。。。真的爱人。。。。

pray hard....

god...i noe u hear it...

u noe wat i thinking nw...

feel lk when sum1 noe ur pain..still wan at ur pain put salt..

wat d feeling yah...

when happy thiing....

u rmb it???

same arguement 

wtf

stuck.........

wer gt bullshit...

u think all ppl talking oso bullshit d yah...

hv ppl lie u..

bt nt me..

oso nt talk bullshit to u tooo lor....

wat for need do lk tat...

recall bec...reli....

huh.....