Moody!!!!!!!!!!!

Can i Scold u wif out reason?????
hv sum 1 can let me scold wif out reason????
R u redi for me to blame u?????
U r d bullshit one at thr.....nt me....k!!!!!!!
FXcK..........

" B i dun wan ppl kacau me,disturb me when i tired and sleep.ANd i dun like ppl locking me and control me...my mum and my family and my firend too oso  noe and do it all with me"
 
" Me tired dun wan ppl kacau me lo at that moment i tired"

i get ur meaning in tis 2 msg................u noe wat my feeling when i rec d 1st msg,my heart reli pain......reli pain n hv sour sour d feeling..............wat u mean!!!!u mean me ctrl u,lock u,disturb u.............
ok........fine..................................rmb wat u say it....................i won ctrl u....won disturb u..won lock u.............
u do wat u lk..u enjoy it......................................................................................dun too over................................................................i oso dun lk ppl hang my fon lk tat n i hate so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i dun  lk ppl nt rec my kol.............i angry so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!u hv emotion ...n i oso hv emotion de..................................damn!!!!!!!

emotion

av one oso hv they own emotion....

include me n u...

bt...y when v argue....i will more 'qian zhao' u,u say wat i oso ok..i nt dare to balas u...

y y y y?????

is bz i care u more...

i m sure,i care u more than u care u me....

arghhhhhh...

ya..........................i m say wrong i word....'flamingo' then u can hang off d fon lk tat....

if u say wrong 1 word,i hv do it wif u o nt.......

not.....not....

i nvr do tat wif u....u get it!u noe! u feel it!

when i need a shoulder for cry,i jz can think u,bt y it happen when v argue time....

i hate so...

av time ,when v argue,nt v,is u angry..moody...emo...i will ask myself..y u can do so wif me...

izzit u nt care me...???

izzit u can say angry jiu angry,izzit i care u more,then u wil do so wif me??

u noe i won balas,blame bec wif u...

same thing happen wif me agn???

i scare!!!!!!!!!!

when v married,u ooso wil do tat wif me o nt???

i m thinking n thinking......

u hv emotion,i oso hv emotion too!!!!!!!!!!

bt i won lua luan treat u fan pi hei....

i won luan luan hang off d fon!!!!!!!

i won do so,cz i scare if i do it,v r game over....

tis is my weaknesses

when i nt happy,who noe>?????

jz oni god....he oni hear wat i saying....

u think i ply ply d,lie de...

u ask me..y av time when v argue,y i so many pain....

is reli pain...include today..my back bone pain agn....

u hv care me mah???i nt complaint wif u agn,my back bone pain..sure u will say i lie or others.......

u say nt mature....av one oso hv they child look...y i cnt act lk baby infront u....

y i cnt manja infront u...

reli wan me lk 25 year mature girl....

cnt lk baby girl...

i jz oni act baby in front u ....

av one oso hv they problem,include u..

sumtime i wan sharing wif u,bt duno hw to talk wif u..when d topic is nt ngam u,sure we will chat till argue ....

who can hear on me???

chatiing....i wan hear ur voice nw.........................................................so hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan hear ur opinion nw.....................................................................so difficult!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i jz wan meet u b4 i bec..............................................................................more difficult!!!!!!!!!!!!!

meet jor....................oso nt meaning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it make d wall happen oni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can let me scold rude word d cum out my expression..................................

wtf..........................damn shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

one year four days

 act i need type on 02 july 2011

erm...nvm la

i damn happy,he gv me a big suprise which he cum kk find me wifout notice me..

although jz 2day 1 nite oni..bt oledi damn enuff n happy so.....

he cum wif 1 fren

mean 1 sportligh..haha

nvmla...

at least my dear is wif me mah...

we nt cel well

jz go d place he wan i wan

n hv a simple dnr oni

reli super simple cel..

cnt kol cel

d 1st day(02july2011)...

our 1st station is ctmal shop

i m ntg to buy....

2nd station is cp,ahaha,,,,

he wan search his ps2

3th station is merdeka then suria...

at merdeka we hv buy a couple cap which is brand adidas,he wan white n mine d is pink

then we go suria,i buy a belt agn

in d middle,we hv argue agn..he say me too kind...

i keep ignore him

after he sent me bec hum bath....

our dnr is at 1b sushi king.....

nt enuff time for us shopping...then we buy ticket for our movie..

which is920pm-green lantern in 3d..

......will con to9 agn d story

Patient

I m tired oledi...is super tired...

y recently we keep keep keep argue....

YYYYYY

i m tired to argue wif u agn....

wat can i do???

i hate u say tat sentence wif me " Nt use brain to think"

u noe...i hate ppl say tat word wif me

u say it i more n more angry n moody...

wtf...av 1 oso hv they brain...plz care ppl d feeling,dun luan luan say ppl dun hv brain..reli pkm....

i m tired oledi...i m tired to hear ppl say wif me,blame me....

u noe moody,i oso noe moody d lor...

bt i won moody wif u...

cz i care u....

i hide my feeling,i dun wan let u noe my moody....

last msg to u to 9...:"dear u sleep jo o...."

o u dun wan reply me....cum fr my heart n nt type in

i hate...

av 1 hv they patient....

i oso hv...

bt i m reli tired jor,if we keep argue..

plus...

when we argue..sure u r d 1st hang off d fon...wtf....

u nvr gv chance ppl talk d...diao

recall bec ur msg....

seem reli lk hv meaning

out wif girl lar,find zha boh lar...

huh

u seem bec,i hv say so wif u o nt...i nvr say so wif u..

cz i care u..i care ur feeling,i won say so....

ur feeling is,after we argue,u can sleep well n sweet,bt me..

i cant sleep well n sleep..cz nt yet settle our problem

i reli need a pair of ear to hear me say..

i need sum1 can hear me....

izzit after i bec sdk all thing will ending...

y we argue when i wan bec sdk...yyyy

duno is gud o bad...

dif place,same place,often see,less see..

which 1 is better

my heart pain...reli so pain...today oledi feel lk smtg happen,yesterday oledi hv sum signal fr my body...

i m duno izzit i thinking more o wat la...

TIRED !!!!!!!!DAMN U!!!!!!!!DULAN!!!!!!!DIAO!!!!!!!!

Argue Cz Unreasoable

I m supa nt happy nw.....

i m sadness bz u duno wat i wan to mention to u....

i m crying....

my crying is cum out fr heart to eye...

my eye reli drop out a lit a lit eye drop oledi...

u noe...

i jz left 1 week in sdk....

i m appreciate av second wif u....

u ask me a stupid que...i m still rmb

tired...sick still wan out....

nt bz it...

i out is bz out wif u.....

i jz wan if when u hv free time, however...wat ever situation..i m sick i oso wan out cz wan see u...wan meet u.....cz KCCV

u owez say me think neg side...

i m nt lk to think neg ..it is bz i too too too over care u....

too over love u...

cnt stay wif out u...

u noe...

many outside neg thing let me think lk tat,,,,

i trust u...u won do lk tat wif me.....

i m 101% trust u,un u,noe u...

u won do lk tat...

act u duno my reason i wan work at kk for a moment...

i think vy vy vy vy long time to take action do lk tat..,,,

i reli nt berat hati to stay distance wif u....

tat y i ask u stupid que agn...will u owez cum kk find me when i work at here...

jz wan to test u...

nt..cnt say test....

can say challenge??

a challenge test for u n me???

i m 101% noe i won do wrong,won chance heart,won gv other ppl any chance...

cz my eye jz oni u...

i oso trust u, u won do wrong wif me,won gv ur heart to other ppl....

soli....

i jz nt trust other outside ppl...

outside bad bad girl...

outside technology...

taty sumtime u will hear me ask u stupid que....

i scare...

i m scare i m lost direction agn....

i m scare!!!!!

still rmb i ask,izzit drunk reli will do wrong???

still rmb i say,i dislike u out drink beer wif ur fren???

i m scare smtg i dislike n i cnt accept d thing happen.......

i dun wan it happen 2nd time in my life agn...

i hate tis feeling .....

u need freedom...u still rmb wat u say...

u dun wan time ctrl u...

i dun wan ctrl ur time,i nt wan lock ur freedom..

i jz wan ur free time...i jz wan once u hv free time...plz gv me...i jz wan stay av second wif u......

it bz i jz oni care KCCV-u oni

Fam Gam...I hate tis word cum out fr u to...

can dun say it...sure cnt cz u duno,cz u nt see it....

 dear...i care u more than u care me...u noe!!!!!~~~~

Yipee^^

so long din update my blogger jor

erm~~erm...

wat i need to express ler...

happy max..yea..tml u say wan go paktoh wif me....

yipee...

although nw we stay in same country, bt we less meet up n out too

y ler??

if we dif place,each other will vy super miss each other...

i miss d date we stay at kk,,,

cz av second we oso stick together..lk hv glue...

dear ...miss u so much oo......

wan hug u tight tight...dun let u muv..haha...

stomach unfeeling well welll..

duno y...

duno wat i wrong frink agn...haiz...pity...

dear...yesterday9 i think unuseful thing agn...

haiz...y i owez lk tat..hate it..

at last~~

love u dear..muacxx....

we less chat jor...

we less chat jor....

yesterday we nt chat cz u sleep jor...yesterday n yesterday we nt chat cz duno wat reason oledi..

today we nt chat cz u fall sleep agn cz hand fall down..

oh dear..

i keep so many thing wan chat wif u...nw almost forgot lor..

i wan tell u today i buy a new tupperware bottle to u...

dun wan use other bottle to refill ur drinking water ..

i wan u drink many many water n owez bring my bottle in ur car...

dun wan owex hear u say nt bring water...

wan tell u...today i m tired rushhing here n thr..

wantell u i m finish my work jor..so ahppy..

wan tell u ...discss wif u...

wan tell u when i get d book...

waw..so many many wan tell u..till i oso forgot oo

冷冷的天气

今天的心情就好像今天的天气

冷冷的也感觉怪怪的

眼泪不短的从心里流出来

他感觉不到，因为他睡得很熟

最近我么老是一着吵架

大事小事也要吵

我们中间好像有什么误灰

不知为何我会无端端开你的面子书

l里面有些你和不知谁在聊天

还问对方要电话

哇兰

心情超烂了

还是一位马来婆

真是tmd

你还说会越他

恨

为什么男人终会出窥

第一个也是这样，第二个也是这样

连最后一个你也是这样

伤口又回来了

我真的很累了

很讨厌吵嘴

每次我都伤痕雷雷

我真的真的很痛很累

老是有人这样说

刚开始一丁甜甜蜜蜜

时间久了就会变了

亲爱`的

你明白吗？我不是要你牵就我

我要你知道我比你还再呼你

我需要你的肩旁

需要你的保护

需要你的明白

看回你给我的讯息真的很痛

真的很痛

你老是说我做背叛你的事，我真的没有

连出和朋友看戏也少了

我就是不要因为我出而吵架

真的很讨厌吵恨累很累

我很累要吵

只会伤我们的感情

l累了

let me think bec 

in my heart ..u reli super dif fr others guy...

u r d best in my heart..u r d best postion..

after see it...

u let me recall bec...my braind lk hv rewrite or reforward...

best position...

y will lk tat..

izzit oso same 

tired to think oledi..

i m, reli tired to argue wif u..

is super tired..

wat u promise me..

u say won argue wif me agn..

y still keep it!!!!!!!!

02 jan 2010

happen agn...repeat agn.....

y owez happen on memorable day

reli memorable day!!!!!!

still rmb ur bday...2nd mth 3th mth n so on...

till today....

ya...

u jz rmb all my bad thing that i do it n repeat it...

seem lk i sengaja wan lk tat...

u wan me allow...

bt i dun wan it happen agn....

i hate tis kind feeling so much so much...

if reli happen tis day...

i will let u regret n regret n regret....

i wan u REGRET....

duno...

i hope it nt happen..

cz i dun wan tis thing happen btw u n me...

u noe d....

u seem lk d ans u wan so much...

bt i hate n angry n sad to hear it..

wat can do...

爱一个人好难。。。。真的爱人。。。。

pray hard....

god...i noe u hear it...

u noe wat i thinking nw...

feel lk when sum1 noe ur pain..still wan at ur pain put salt..

wat d feeling yah...

when happy thiing....

u rmb it???

same arguement 

wtf

stuck.........

wer gt bullshit...

u think all ppl talking oso bullshit d yah...

hv ppl lie u..

bt nt me..

oso nt talk bullshit to u tooo lor....

wat for need do lk tat...

recall bec...reli....

huh.....

感觉怪怪

感觉怪怪的

说不出那种怪的感觉

可能我又想太多了

不懂

不懂为什么会这样

21.12.2010

只从那天

讯息少了，通话也少

不懂你有没有察觉到，我感觉的到

很多人会说我想太多

连我自己也会说我想太多

害怕的感觉又来了

害怕失去你，害怕你又对我说那冷冷的语言，害怕那天又发生，害怕再被伤害，害怕镲肩而过的感觉

是不是天蝎座的女孩爱忽思乱想

也许，可能我太太太过在意你，太过爱你

原来过分的爱会给自己那么大的压力

窝在被被里想你

突然眼泪也会流下

原来一句累，可以令一个人想那么多

突然好怀念被你抱住得感觉

是多么的安全

一个晚上，一个人想，一人思念

是我想太多，我终这样说

亲爱的，每当我在想你的时候，你也在想我吗？

 

WHY?WHAT?

Act i oledi type all d Y n Wat feeling,bt bull shit blogger till del all my feeling....
Lastly feeling.....

Hold ur hand till end of my life....

Tat my hope....

our future...

WHY?WHAT?

Shit...blogger....update till missing my blog jz write...huh...hate it...missing d feeling wat i write jz nw...

Our Trip....

Our 1st trip is to kudat

Tips of Borneo....he crazy look when eating ice cream

This pic is capture by him when i complaint say hv mosquito bite me....

Love n Like tis pic so much...haha...capture by me when he wan hold my hand....lol

 Sweet...when he write my name

15 nov to 17 nov 2010

15 Nov 2010

 Tis is my24 years old bday....

Sadness...he nt countdown wif me on 14 nov....

In 15 nov mornin.....all his msg smtg lk hv tulang....

he lie me!!!!!!!!!say at far far...

hw noe....330pm...he arv my hum,bt he wan gv me suprise....haha...is jie ing open door to him

i keep blame him lie me.....

lie me agn say he cum oledi is a present for me

after take a nap....

"nite''

I plan to sailor cafe for our dnr n my bday dnr...

when isit on his car...sud he take out smtg behind my seat....

surprising is my present

My dream cum true....

haha

canon digital camera is my bday present which vy valuable

once he arv kk nt direct find me...direct go buy present....

hate_ nt bring me along

after dnr we go for movie

finish d movie...supper time is arv,which we go eat poridge....

he say: wer gt ppl bday eat poridge d ooo...that i like to eat yah!!!!!

Forgot~my bday cake is 'sau pao'....so pelik n too much oledi n wifout candle yah

16 nov 2010

 Breadfast cook by me

western breadfast

then is a shopping day~~~yeah^^

Firstly....go to tinted my digital camera 1st.....

my shopping day nt cloth shoes n bag...all is hair clip item n his med plaster

Arv hum~Rest time

9pm going for our dnr at wagamama-not nice oledi,,,won hv nex time go thr agn

After dnr go tanjng aru hv a drink..at  thr..he keep ply "My camera" n shooting

Nescafe tarik is my ordering drink n he drink cocktail...nt nice...duno wat name oledi...

Time pass fast...

17 nov 2010

after bread fast

 he sent me bec hum at 1105am,then he say good bye to me

he bed sdk today

sad...:'(

need wait nex mth we jz cn meet

Miss u so so much agn.....

hate d feeling av time u bec sdk alone wifout me.....

i hate ur wordssssss

i hate ur words vy muchhhhhhhhhh

u owez talk over d word till hurt me

can u change it...........................

rmb wat u say to9.......22 oct 2010

'dun made me fan gan wif u"

rmb wat u say wqif me

I Phone

I phone I phone

I mad like u

i wan get it in tis year....

if posible i wan get it in nex mth

if not..i must get it at sept....

i phone

u r waiting me rite...

wuahaha...sud gila i phone sudah...

I phone I phone.

i will get u soon...wuakakak...

my plan nw i save money....

save save save....

cut down shopping

cut down buy cloth

cut down movie

cut down eat

u will belong me soon....

gv me 2 mth to save money yah

Miss U

Dear

I miss u ler...

once u sent me bec hum then say bye wif me...

i miss u agn

so happy tis 3 days wif u...

tis 3day every second oso wif u together

y d time passs so fast...can d time stop it...i dun wan today is sun

u bec sdk today agn

miss d hug wif u so much..

feel vy tight....

thx u spend ur time wif me...

accomp me shopping...eat...movie....bring me to buy my junk food~u dun allow me out at night when hungry...n b my driver....haha

thx ur pay for me d expenses....

special express for me

bt...angry u emo wif me yesterday9....b4 bec oso emo wif me...hate u...

bt at last sweet sweet bec wif me...muacxxx...

ooppss...

forgetful

we forget take pic gether agn

gonna miss u much much agn ler....

need wait aug u jz cum agn...

bt u promise will bring me borneo of trip n mesilau b4 bec sdk...

rmb ur promise oooo

nw u cnt say ur tour guide din bring u anyway ler...

**03 July 2010**
special day for u n me

Tml Is FridAY

Yipee

Mad Happy

Bt

Feel Sick

Happy bz tml is friday,my dear come to visit me agn

dear..

Rmb ur promises oo....

haha...1st promises is need punish him gao gao

wat i shud punish him ler...

cubit his telingan..keke...jk

Feel sick bz i reli unfeeling well,headache,wan vomit d feel,nt enuff sleep,stomach nt feeling well.....all come in same day

yesterday till today still same feeling...

argh...unfeeling well yah...

killing me d situation

hw i survive to shopping tis few day...

sick lk hell....

fri n sat will b my shopping day...

i wan buy cloth 1st...

my formall wearing waiting me

d restock thing put at back..

haha

ooppsss

he will bring me to restock my junk food

aiyo...which mean he not gv me go out tapao my supper....**

sure i will restock....restock litter oni...

jz to tam tam him

Cnt wait for tml...

afternoon he will be arv n lunch wif me...bt need help him search hotel too....

Dear

Miss u Miss u

KCCV

Angry KCCV

Super Mad N angry u

ignore my kol! Not rec my kol! Not tam bec me!Mk me angry!

= ='

Ish......................................................

Ignore u!!!!!!

Tml dun wan kol u....

dun wan find u.........

dun wan sms u.............

dun wan reply u............

dun rec u kol............

i noe i won do tat wif u....

bt at least mz u find me 1st....

i won find u1st....

u mk me mad...

somemore..my fon breakdown bz of u.,...

mk me angry,me me mad,mke me moody to thro my fon

till my fon gt problem oledi....

mz ask u buy a new for me ler..........

herm...............................